Tuesday, May 29, 2007

sometimes even the worst of singers have it right

I can't sing
I feel like singing
I wannna fuckin' sing
Cuz i'm happy
Yea' i'm happy
He HeI got my baby back
Yo, check it out�
Some days i sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes i think there’s nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry
Sometimes i think i'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
!Why am i here? am i just wastin' my time?
But then i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no)
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cus sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me
My baby girl keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cus they don't understand me
They just don’t see my real side
I act like shit don’t phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy!
My insecurities could eat me alive
But then i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no)
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cus sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she come back to me
Yeh and if i could sing, i'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes, i'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how i feel about her, how proud i am that i got her
God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mom didn't want her
Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona
That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cus there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul,
And just know that i grow colder the older i grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And i think my neck is breaking should i just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
now look,I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But i got a wife who's determined to make my life livin'
hellBut i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad,
coulda had someone else
But the years that i've wasted is nothing to the tears that ive tasted
So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples' backs bent over backwards for this woman
Man, i shoulda seen it comin, why'd i stick my penis up it?
Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if i'da seen what she was fuckin'
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that i adore, hailey
So sayonara try tomorra,
nice to know yaour baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted
Now it don’t feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone’s leaning on me
Cos My baby knows that her daddy's a soldier
Nothing can take her from me
Woo!
I told you, i can't sing.
Oh well, i triedHailie, remember when i said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what, daddy's here.
And i ain't goin nowhere babyI love you (kiss)"

Friday, May 11, 2007

i could be rich.. in the czech republic

wow something new to say. i had the experiance today to buy milk and chips (i know thats not new but the upcoming part is) in my change i received a coin. it is roughly the size of a quarter. however on one side it say 5 kc on the other side it has a dragon thingy and states that it is from the czech printed in 1993. upon spending a short time on google i found out that it is what i believe to be a 50 cent piece and is worth about twenty seven cents there fore my money is worth close to double there and i could feel rich for a while poviding of course everything they sell for one of their dollars cost one of our dollars here! not likley but hey sounds cool :p ah the dumb things i learn

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

i love this song (new (cash))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1e0EQlQXoEo
You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler,
The gambler,
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news
My head's been wet with the midnight dew
I've been down on bended knee
talkin' to the man from Galilee
He spoke to me in the voice so sweet
I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet
He called my name and my heart stood still
When he said, "John go do My will!"
Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler,
The gambler,
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Well you may throw your rock and hide your hand
Workin' in the dark against your fellow man
But as sure as God made black and white
What's done in the dark will be brought to the light
You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time Run on for a long time
Sooner or later
God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler, The gambler,
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down

Saturday, May 05, 2007

tired depressed and in the mood for cash

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way